Beyond Belief

There never was anyone
      I could believe in.
I don’t believe
      in you.
This won’t be a sappy story
of imperfect beings
learning to love
      together in the
        sunshine.
Embracing in fields of daffodils.
Happy to be
      imperfect beings
          together.
This is finally
      about me
      saying no
to oh how have I done wrong?
Why don’t they love me?
Am I so very unworthy?
Why can’t I belong?
And no clouds part in the heavens.
No voice calls out
      vibrant with song or solace.
There is no one to believe in.
I must, solitary, find my way,
      my peace,
beyond the boundaries
      of
          belief.
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